A planned life.

Do you ever feel like life is getting in the way of pursuing life? Right now I have so many things going on. I'm playing volleyball Mondays. I volunteer on Tuesdays. I do church stuff Wednesday and Sunday. I actually spent the majority of last weekend doing church related things. I have such a crapload of work that I've been doing it at every spare hour of the day. Last night, for example, I went back to work after the singles thing and worked from 9-12:30. My calendar is starting to look like a deck of cards there are so many things overlapping. The only days I'm free are Friday and Saturday, and those days are usually spent recovering from the other 5 (laundry, cleaning the house, mowing the lawn, running errands).

As a result, I haven't danced in about least three weeks. I've been trying to pull my engine for about 2. There's a pie from Easter in my fridge that I still haven't had a chance to eat (it is still good though). I haven't washed my light colors in about a month. Perhaps most frustrating is the fact that I don't feel like I have the time to honestly pursue relationships (both romantic and otherwise). For every thing I want to do, there is something else I have to give up.

So will I change things? Probably. Do I want to change things? I do. Am I currently doing what I really want to do? Mostly. Would I give up my crazy life for a more relaxed one? Never.

Oh and bonus points for those who spotted the fairy wings (it was a crazy b-day).